What's in my Mind

What is the item that travel my mind every time I paint? I know it sound crazy but everything in the world except art I try to listen to music as loud as possible just so I can not think in what I'm doing in that moment, in a way I hate/love painting is painful/enjoyable skill that I struggle to just sit here for hours at a time doing what it really is the most boring thing in the world, yes it allows me to express my self fully and true, and yes the finish product is always admired by many people and I do feel free for a small moment, but the process is so long and it seems that the better I get a this skill just adds more time to the work and even if I change sizes to smaller or bigger the amount of work is exactly the same. Well I didn't even really answered the question at all -at the moment of painting I think about ponies, unicorns, rainbows, Adventure Time, rain, snail, the color Blue, your mom, the arcade, movie, homeless person, women, what is Victoria's Secret? and have I seen it before, Color red, food, chips, drink, purple, Walking Dead, punching a hipster, drugs, gangs, chicken, how did I get to the store when I should be painting at home?, music, Dj-ing, The Color Purple!? the movie or the actual Color Ha! u will never know - is the movie :( , Drugs again, punching this canvas.....and so on and so on.

Now Here is a Painting I did that you probably already seen. Enjoy.

"Mr. Sandman Bring me a Nightmare" Acrylic on Woodpanel 2012